A story is told of a Samuri warrior, who once asked his Zen master to illustrate the difference between heaven and hell.

The Zen master replied:

“You are too stupid to understand. I couldn’t possibly explain it to an imbecele such as you.”

The Samuri flew into a rage and drew his sword ready to cut off his Masters’ head. The Zen master calmly said:
“That …is hell.”

The Samuri fell to his knees and thanked the Master for the insightful lesson.

The Zen Master then said:
“and that… is heaven”

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I often contemplate this story. It is so rich in meaning, and emotional intelligence.

What does it mean?

What is hell?

We can see that being in a state of uncontrolled rage, ready to harm another, is certainly hell. It is not a state of calm, or happiness. It is a very unpleasant state. When we ‘lose it’ and become angry, even to a mild degree, we feel uncomfortable.

Also in the story, we can see the idea of somebody else having power over us, as hellish. The idea that a few words from the Zen Master had the power to induce such an intense state in the Samuri is very interesting. And is part of the seductive illusion to which we all subscribe. We all have this belief that others ’cause’ our feelings.

But is it true? Certainly it feels true in the moment, as in the case of our Samuri whose emotional state is so intense that he is ready to chop of anothers’ head, because in that moment he believes them to be the ’cause’ of his feelings. It feels very real to us, in the intense moment of an emotional ‘hi-jacking’. But when we really give some thought to this, it is not possible for a few words to have that much power over us, without us having some prior conditioning: a preconception. We must already be carrying an idea about what those words mean to us. So what is the real cause of the emotional reaction? The words of the Master? Or the prior conditioning?

Then there is the moment that the Samuri falls to his knees. We can only imagine what realization he had. Did he recognize that the root of the emotion, the ‘hell’ that he was experiencing, originated within his own mind? Did he realize that the one who had the power, was indeed himself? Did he recognize that nobody had actually hurt him? Did he realize that a ‘false’ sense of himself had been challenged? Did he experience a feeling of appreciation, of gratitude, for the Master who had the wisdom, and skill, to bring this to his awareness? There are limitless possibilities. Certainly his rage had subsided and he must have felt ‘better’ – as his emotions returned to a state of equilibrium.

Having the wisdom that our emotions originate within ourselves is not enough to stop our habitual emotional reacting. The next time the Samuri feels someone has insulted him, he may well fly into a rage again, and again. It may happen a few times before he begins to ‘catch himself’ in the moment, in an old reaction.

Having an awareness of the process is enormous, yet it is still only a beginning. We need to develop awareness and skill to change our habitual emotional responses. In Zen, the ‘goal’ is to attain the state of inner peace that cannot be disturbed. This is achieved not by ‘blaming’ the people who push our buttons, but by having an appreciation that they were the ‘Master’ for us in that moment, who brought our attention to the fact that we have buttons that can be pushed in the first place.

The coaching process supports us in identifying and changing these habitual reactions, so they no longer have power over us. From a different perspective we can choose to respond differently. Developing this awareness and skill gives us the power of choice, so we are no longer a victim of our unconscious reactions.

In case you hadn’t noticed… the holiday season is approaching fast! Some people dread Christmas, because even though it is supposed to be a time of goodwill, it is also a time that many old emotional wounds rise to the surface and our buttons can really be pushed big time!

This year, you could take some of the stress out of the holidays by keeping your attention on your own reactions to the ones who push your buttons. It is a powerful opportunity for you, like the Samuri, to shift your awareness. Will you be in hell or heaven? The choice really is yours.

Ruth Hadikin
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We are born happy. Happiness is our natural state. Then stuff happens! Somewhere along the way we get caught up in everyday living, and ‘forget’ to be happy.

During a workshop someone said to me: “But we can’t be happy all the time, can we?” The fact is that as adults we give up on the idea that we can be happy and accept our misery as an inevitable part of life. “Because stuff happens” she added.

Is happiness a rare enlightened state, reached only by Saints, Mystics and accomplished Yogis, or is it something we can all aspire to?

I once lived in a town where the Postmaster was known as ‘Grumpy Bill’. How did Bill get to be grumpy? He wasn’t born that way. Understanding our mind and emotional patterns gives us a clue. The answer lies in self-awareness – in becoming aware of our habitual emotional patterns.

Look at very young children playing in a nursery. 2-3 years old. They experience emotions as an energy that passes quickly. One minute they are happily playing. Then one takes anothers’ toy. There is unhappiness, sadness, anger, rage, despair. They run the whole gamut of the emotional scale within minutes. Then the carer asks: “Who wants Ice Cream?” and they are happy again.

Happiness is the default position: our natural state. We would naturally experience happiness most of the time if we knew how to stop the other stuff getting in the way. So how does stuff get in the way?

Let’s say your boss calls you on Sunday afternoon to ask if you’ll come in early tomorrow. You miss 5 minutes of the football game.  Now you turn to your wife and rant. “Can you believe he did that? It’s Sunday. He should know better” Okay so you felt angry for a moment but now you’re putting fuel on the fire. You’re now going to feel angry for the rest of the day, possibly even a week. It all depends on how long you keep telling yourself the story that is feeding your anger.

A natural emotional response to something lasts for only a few moments. By nature  emotions pass quickly, and a state of happiness returns. But if we ‘feed them’ with our thought patterns we keep them going. Then an emotion becomes a mood, and a mood becomes a temperament. If you’re not careful a temperament becomes your personality. It becomes how the world sees YOU.

Before you know it you are no longer ‘Sunny Jim’ and your friends are calling you ‘Grumpy Bill’. You missed the football game and your whole day was ruined. Not because your boss called an hour ago, but because of what you are still telling yourself about the boss calling.

When we experience emotions fully in the moment as children do, allowing them to pass without a story, we can have our experience and be over it in a matter of moments. Then return to our default state: Happiness. Not because we saw the football game, but because we knew how to experience our emotions and discipline our thoughts.

At dreamcoach.co.uk we can support you in returning to your default state. Contact me on ruth@dreamcoach.co.uk or visit our website and check out our books and resources. Don’t accept chronic misery as part of life!

Relax … and Be Happy! ( PS – it’s a skill!)

Ruth Hadikin
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Don’t they sound like the ‘ghosts of Christmas past’?

They should. They are either about the past or the future. None have their roots in the present moment.

Earlier this week I shared an article from OSHO on the ‘Inner Critic”. I read it three times to allow the profound wisdom to really sink in. I invite you to click on the link now and do the same – reading slowly.

The demands of everyday living lead us to dwell in ‘psychological’ time rather than ‘real’ time. This means that our attention is continuously called to the past, reflecting or reviewing something, or the future, planning or rehearsing something. Very rarely is our attention actually present, focused in the here and now.

This is the root cause of our stress. We spend most of our time trying to control and manage things which are not here and now. Now THAT is impossible. If we spend 90% of our time attempting the impossible no wonder we feel stressed!

The more we can bring our attention present into the here and now, the less stress we will experience.

Can you remember the last time you were so focused on whatever you were doing that you lost all track of time? Did you notice a sense of calmness during that time?

In the present moment the ‘to do’ list melts away. Along with it self-criticism, fear and doubt begin to fade too as we realise that there is only one thing to do right now, and that is whatever we are doing!

Often when we are doing something our attention is divided as our mind wanders to the myriad of ‘things we have to do next‘ or ‘things we didn’t get right last time‘. Begin ‘presencing’ by bringing your full attention to whatever you are doing right now.

Presencing takes practice. It takes mindfulness, patience, persistence and skill. When we first begin we can feel very frustrated as we realise just how much our grasshopper minds actually do leap back and forth between past and future.

Eventually, with practice, everything settles and it becomes easier to keep our awareness in the present moment.

And relax…

Ruth Hadikin
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Care for your mind
In part 1 we discussed techniques for relaxing the body, but relaxation techniques alone can only have a limited effect, until we really begin to look at the root cause and change something to stop stress building up in the first place. What is the root cause of stress?  The root is in our mind. We have a habitual way of thinking about those external ’stressors’, and reacting to them, that causes us to experience stress. To change this we need two things: We first need to learn some techniques to relax our minds, and calm ourselves. Then, once we feel better because our ‘agitated’ minds are calmer, we can begin to change our thinking patterns.

Our experience of stress is usually one of tension – we feel tense: as though we were holding on to something.  The body and mind work closely together. If, in our mind, we are ‘holding’ on to an idea, or an expectation, that something will happen – like getting fired for example. Our body will do its part by holding the muscles in a state of ‘readiness’ – tensed, and ready for action. So if, in our mind, we are continuously holding on to an expectation of something happening, our body will keep re-creating a state of tension, no matter how much body relaxation we do. It will continue to respond to what it is being told by our mind.

What’s the good news?
All that is needed is a change of mind. Easier said than done. It is a simple idea, yet it takes time, patience and effort on our part to make sustained lasting change. The good news is that frequent short exercises are more effective than longer ones practised occasionally. You can begin with 5 minutes a day and work up from there.

There is plenty of help available these days. Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT, which incidentally is available on the NHS), Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP), Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT), and the Sedona Method, are just a few of the many techniques available for examining and changing how we think.  Some have their origins in Buddhist mind-training and meditation techniques.  They differ from one another in that they work in different ways. Some techniques can be very simple too. If you can’t access any of the above, for whatever reason, one very simple exercise you could practise whenever you feel stressed-out is simply to ask yourself:

“What do I need to let go of here?”

You might realise you were trying to hold on to an old way of doing things that is no longer working or you. Remember it is frequency and duration that make the biggest impact.  If you practice this simple technique often, and keep it going, you will eventually find yourself feeling less stressed even though the outside situation may not have changed.

How Process Coaching helps…
If we are really determined to change our long-term patterns for life, then having a coach is worth considering. Coaching, through a process of affirmative inquiry, assists us in identifying patterns that we want to change, and supports us as we put steps in place to make those changes permanent. For example: are you feeling stressed but still saying ‘yes’ when you really mean ‘no’?  Have you ever explored that? Process coaching helps us to look underneath long-standing patterns that keep us stuck, feeling disempowered and stressed, and assists us in making lasting change. For information about coaching check out the Coaches Training Institute (CTI) and the Association for Coaching.  Conscious Journey offer a free monthly teleclass called ‘CoachingNow’ and on sign up you receive a free mp3 download to witness how this process works.

Put your support systems in place
Healthy support systems are essential to maintain our well being through these difficult and stressful times. What would a healthy support system look like for you? Where do you need to set boundaries? Are you balancing your time well between work commitments and sufficient rest and relaxation? Are you simply making sure you eat well, and get enough sleep? It will be different for everyone but it is worthwhile taking a few moments now to consider what your essential needs are for staying healthy and balanced.  Draw up a simple support system for yourself that can easily be integrated into your lifestyle.

The biggest investment you can make at this time is to invest in your own well-being.

Ruth Hadikin is a coach and author based in the UK.

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Ruth is Author of “Effective Coaching in Healthcare” and co-author with Muriel O’Driscoll of “The Bullying Culture”
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What causes stress and what can we do about it?

Stress is becoming an unpleasant but necessary part of our busy lives these days. We are losing jobs, careers, money, having to downsize and take jobs we normally wouldn’t want. So there are many reasons for us to feel stressed.

We normally experience stress as coming from outside of us: too much to do, not enough time, and feeling under pressure. The external factors that contribute to stress are known as ‘stressors’. In fact, there are both external and internal factors that contribute to our feeling stressed. This is important to know because while we may have no control over what life is throwing at us, we certainly can have total control over how we react and respond to it. So no matter how stressed we are feeling there is always something we can do about it, if we invest some time in learning how. By working to change our internal stress responses we can feel much more relaxed, confident and in control, even though the outer situation hasn’t changed. This will also reduce many of the harmful effects associated with long-term stress, such as digestive disorders and high blood pressure.

Just relax!
I say that with tongue firmly in cheek! Relaxation really is easier said than done, especially for people already suffering from long-term stress. It is important though to use some form of physical relaxation techniques so that your body learns to release tension on a regular basis. Our bodies hold tension, and if we don’t give our bodies the opportunity to release tension on a daily basis, they forget how! I was fortunate enough to learn the Laura Mitchell  relaxation technique when I was a student midwife. In addition to teaching this technique in ante-natal classes, I practised it myself every night, especially during stressful times in my life! Using a technique such as this twice a day will help to break the body’s habit of holding on to tension.

What is wrong with just having a drink and watching TV to relax?
It simply isn’t effective. The results are very short-term. Alcohol is a muscle relaxant and so, on taking that first drink, the muscles relax, the tension leaves and you feel better instantly. The problem is this state of relaxation has been chemically induced, so your muscles didn’t learn how to do it for themselves. To relax next time, you will need the chemical again, and that creates dependency. Not to mention the health problems associated with long-term alcohol use. This is a temporary measure at best. It is far better to teach your body how to release tension without the need for chemicals.

Despite popular belief, watching TV is not relaxing. Our mind is being constantly stimulated, and we are exposing ourselves to ‘the movie effect’, which creates more anxiety. Basically our bodies can’t tell the difference between something that is happening to us, and something on the TV (which is why we often cry at movies). So watching drama and violence on TV can actually have the opposite effect by increasing our inner levels of anxiety. Ever noticed your heart racing when it gets to an exciting scene? This is because your body believes that everything you see is actually happening to you! Scary stuff eh?

Learning to relax your body and developing awareness of the effects of mental stimulants like TV, can be very beneficial in building up your resistance to external stress. In part 2 we will explore how, by learning to relax our mind, we can further strengthen our immunity to stress.

Ruth Hadikin is a coach and author based in the UK.

Ruth Hadikin Associates
Coaching, Training & Development. One to one support for stressed-out professionals. Bespoke training in stress awareness, resiliency, emotional intelligence and communication. Specialist advice and consultancy on workplace bullying.

Ruth is Author of “Effective Coaching in Healthcare” and co-author with Muriel O’Driscoll of “The Bullying Culture”
ruth@dreamcoach.co.uk
www.dreamcoach.co.uk
07811 457454

Are you ready to reduce stress in your life? Visit our resources page and/or talk to Ruth today.

Hi folks,

It’s official! A recent research study concludes:

“Emotional Intelligence (EI) coaching for doctors is needed to optimize the relationship with the patients” (see end of this mail)

Coincidentally, during the Conscious Journey Medical and Holistic telecall last week it became apparent that healthcare professionals may not automatically make a connection between coaching, emotional intelligence and the important role of coaching as a tool for increasing emotional intelligence in healthcare. In fact it became apparent that they may not know what emotional intelligence is, let alone why they should need coaching to increase it!

It is important that we join up the dots for healthcare professionals, practitioners, providers and educators because the association is not at first obvious.

Some years ago I researched workplace bullying in healthcare, which is a symptom of low emotional intelligence. The solution to a workplace culture of bullying and toxic relationships is to increase emotional intelligence, and coaching is a very effective tool for doing that. In my opinion it is the best tool that we have so far for increasing emotional intelligence.

So this is the important message… increasing emotional intelligence in the workplace leads to profound effects in improving the working environment:

• reducing stress,
• improving staff turnover,
• increasing employee job satisfaction,
• improved sickness / absence levels,
• improved retention and
• saving thousands of dollars in staff health, recruitment and re-training costs.

And how do we increase emotional intelligence? Through coaching and not just any coaching, emotionally intelligent coaching. The degree of emotional intelligence (specifically presence and awareness) of the coach makes a difference. (if you’re not familiar with emotional intelligence, you can find out more here)

The message is simple.. want to have happier staff, happier patients, save money and reduce stress? develop a coaching culture. But as coaches we can’t skip to the punchline because healthcare practitioners and providers need to know how. We need to fill in the blanks.

Every time we collect a little piece of research like this re-affirming the connection between coaching – emotional intelligence – and improved outcomes, it strengthens the case for coaching in healthcare.

SIG co-host Anya Sophia and myself are co-facilitating a ”Coaching in Healthcare” program which begins in November. This is an easily accessible distance learning program offered through telegatherings (teleseminars) which may be invaluable to you and / or your team. Feel free to spread the word by forwarding the link.

As coaches and health professionals it serves us to familiarise ourselves with the essentials of emotional intelligence and it’s role in transforming healthcare culture. Then, if we also work on increasing our own emotional intelligence, we are much better placed to make a case for coaching as an effective tool in transforming healthcare culture.

As we transform ourselves we transform the culture.

Enjoy your week!

Warm Regards, Ruth Hadikin

Ruth Hadikin is a Personal Development Coach and an Associate of Conscious Journey Institute
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Weng, H.C., Chen, H.C, Chen, H.J, Lu, K., & Hung. S.Y. (2008). Doctors’ emotional intelligence and the patient-doctor relationship. Medical Education, 42, 703-711.

This study explored the associations among patients’ trust, patient-doctor relationship (PDR), and doctors’ EI as measured by WLEIS, a 16 item self-report EI measure. A total of 994 outpatients and 39 doctors representing 11 specialties participated in the study. In addition to the doctors, three nurse directors rated doctors’ EI using the same scale. The findings showed that there was no significant association between a doctor’s self reported EI and patient-rated trust and the PDR. However, nurse-rated EI of doctors was positively associated with patient trust and the PDR. The main implication of the study is that 360 EI tests may be a better evaluation of doctors’ EI than self-report measures and that EI coaching for doctors is needed to optimize the relationship with the patients. (extract published in EI Consortium update)

I really like this blog that discusses the importance of coaching during these difficult times of world transition…. as the author Corinna says:

“Whether we like it or not, we are entering what many believe will be ‘transition years’, where our habits, relationships, goals and priorities will need re-assessing and re-establishing.”

Absolutely…. the party’s over and nature is forcing us to change whether we like it or not. We are evolving. It is time for us to grow into the people we always wanted to be. It is time for us to wake up, leave the nest and learn to fly.

At least it’s good to know that we have plenty of support around to help us through. You can read the full article at:

http://coachingtransition.wordpress.com/

Ruth Hadikin is a Personal Development Coach based in Scotland, UK.

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I have just watched this beautiful video from the Heartmath institute http://www.heartmath.com/peace/

I loved the quote “Peace is an Inside Job” Wonderful!

I’ll remember that… may I always be able to practice it too.

Those Heartmath people… they’re right on the button!

‘coincidentally’ (and I don’t believe in coincidences!) this article on ‘emotional contagion’ (how our moods affect others) dropped in at the same time…

http://www.6seconds.org/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=267

OK so you can see where I’m going with this, right? How many of us would it take, being peaceful, to get the planet to shift… not that many, I’ll bet!

(Maybe we should get bumper stickers made “Peace is an Inside Job”, luvvit!!)

Have a peaceful week,

Warmly, Ruth

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If I received an email with that in the subject header I would hit delete with no hesitation, convinced that somebody was trying to sell me some of those dodgy miracle-pills that make you lose weight fast and probably kill you in the process!

Yet it is absolutely possible to lose weight, in a gentle way, without dieting, and feeling easy (at ease) in the process. I wouldn’t have believed that myself a few years ago. I would have said: “OK, so where’s the catch?” There isn’t one. It is absolutely possible. How do I know? Because I did it.  It takes discipline, a committment to yourself, and time. Thinking very long term, doing it slowly, and taking it easy are key elements.

Why not just relax?

Why does it have to be fast? Think about it. What’s the hurry? You have got the rest of your life so why not just relax? It took a long time to get overweight and it will take a long time to lose it. I calculated that I had 8 stone (112 pounds) to lose and that even if I could lose a stone (14 pounds) a year that would take me 8 years. Actually, it took 6 years. But at the time of my calculation I felt totally depressed, went for a chinese meal, and ate a ton of ice-cream. It felt too much. Too difficult. I felt overwhelmed. My weight at that time was over 20 stone (280 pounds) and rising. I wasn’t just overweight I was clinically obese. Obesity was on my health record, as a diagnosis. It got to the point where I wouldn’t go and see the doctor even if I was sick, because somehow or other weight would always be the issue. I felt judged. I felt ashamed AND I knew what to do. I knew about diets. I had a background in healthcare, I knew all about healthy eating, and knew exactly what I ’should’ be eating. “yeah, yeah, fresh fruits and vegetables, I KNOW” But I wanted to eat chinese food, ice-cream, drink Guinness, and eat steak and chips, mmmmm!

I often pondered the question why we don’t do what we know is good for us. Even though I had health challenges, which the weight wasn’t helping. I knew what to do. Yet I wasn’t doing it. Then in 2001 I hired a coach. I didn’t hire a coach to lose weight, I would never have hired a ‘weight loss’ coach because I didn’t want to be put on a diet. I knew I could do it myself if I was going to and anyway, I was going to carry on eating and drinking what I liked thank you very much! But I was doing coach training and wanted to begin working on my personal development (PD) so I hired a coach.

How on earth does personal development lead to losing weight? The coach I hired was  Anya Sophia Mann and she introduced me to the Conscious Journey. So what does that mean? Well curiously enough , at that time, my life was very ’split’, compartmentalised. I’d always kept work and home life seperate, most of us do, but I didn’t really realise how much. For example I thought I could do coach training, and personal development, and in my mind that was associated with ’stuff to do with work’, not ’stuff to do with ME’! Yet there really is no separation. One of the first things Anya introduced me to was the practice of self-observation. A vital practice in personal development. I laugh now when I look back because I thought I was pretty self-aware. Boy, did I have alot to learn.

Conscious eating

Continual self-observation was the main tool that lead to deeper awareness. This entailed noticing ‘who I was being’ in every area of my life. I eventually had to confront my gremlins and realise how, by compartmentalising my life as I did, I was successfully locking away the uncomfortable parts that I didn’t want to look at. I had so many aspects of my life all neatly packed away in seperate boxes, yet I believed in ‘holistic’ health. I truly believed we were all part of one big whole, that the earth is like a hologram, and everything affects everything else. I believed it, but I wasn’t living it. Self-observation  brought me to the place of deeper awareness of my whole life. No stone was left unturned, which eventually led me to conscious eating.

I ate fast. I ate like a racehorse. No, actually racehorses ate slower than me. Food disappeared off my plate as soon as it was put in front of me. I couldn’t get it down fast enough. So the first thing was to slow down and be aware of everything while I was eating. What was I thinking, feeling, tasting, experiencing? There were no other rules. Anya first invited me to eat slowly and I didn’t want to. I said I won’t enjoy it, I like eating fast. So she said well eat fast then, but with awareness. Bringing awareness to eating and drinking was the key. Eventually I did slow down, paying attention and listening to my body. I realised that often my body didn’t want half the stuff I thought I wanted. I was letting my ‘mind’ and habit, decide what to eat. I would think of ice-cream and think I wanted it because I had thought of it, or craved it. When it was in my hand, if I really listened, sometimes my body didn’t want it.

Learning to feel full

Learning to feel when I was full was a huge breakthrough. This took some time. I used to envy people who knew when they’d had enough and would just stop eating. I’d think ‘how do you do that?’ while I continued shovelling the food down until my plate was clear. This is where the holistic piece matters. Everything affects everything else. Learning to feel was a pre-requisite for learning to feel when I was full. So the inner work I was doing on my emotions and feelings, was now being applied to the area of food. And the close relationship between food and emotions. Before I could feel full, I had to be able to feel.

I was unaware of how dependent I’d become on food and alcohol to manage stress in my life. This seems so obvious now, I can’t imagine how I was so unaware. But this is how clever we are at compartmentalising aspects of ourselves that we don’t want to, or can’t, face. The Conscious Journey work with Anya allowed me to very gently, and slowly, begin acknowledging and accepting all the aspects of myself that I had ‘locked out’ of my awareness. Bringing awareness to everything.

Self-observation is not easy. As soon as we begin, we might see all the things we’d rather not see in ourselves: our fears, judgements, and predjudices. All the things that make us human. All the things that make us like everybody else. But eventually, exquisite self-observation brings us ‘home’ to ourselves (as Anya would say). Once we have accepted all the aspects of ourselves that we have locked out, we become whole. We can lose our other crutches and coping mechanisms, and rely on ourselves, our powers of acceptance, self-forgiveness, self-observation, and deeper awareness.

We can lose weight, with ease, by simply being consious. With awareness we might eat slower, or less, who knows? But in our awareness something changes.

Don’t even think about it!

I don’t even know what I weigh. I know my clothes went from size 32 to size 18. I’m now wearing jeans again! Anya invited me to not have weight be ‘an issue’. This meant not obsessing over it. Now what happens if you ‘go on a diet’? Yes. All your time and attention is suddenly taken up by thinking about food in a way that you never did before and, more importantly, on all those things you ’shouldn’t’ have. If I say to you ‘don’t have ice-cream’, suddenly you’re thinking about ice-cream. I just put the idea in your head.

So I didn’t weigh myself, and I focused my attention on other things like awareness and self-acceptance. I spent my time focusing on what I did want, not on what I didn’t want. Eventually I started to feel better about being me, continued eating what I liked, enjoyed my food and I lost a heck of alot of weight. Almost, it feels, without trying. (Well it was without focusing on it). But it wasn’t fast. My weight came down gradually over the period from 2001 to 2008. (Although I’ve been wearning jeans since 2006!)

There is a little more to it than just not weighing myself, and conscious eating, but that was a major turning point. Once my awareness developed the other pieces fell into place. I understood myself and my relationship with food more deeply. Also, having the support of a coach was invaluable. Even though I’d like to take the credit, I don’t know if I would have trusted the process, and stuck it out, without someone there to support me. Anya’s support was priceless.

This is such a relaxed, easy way to be with this. I wish every obese person knew how much better you can feel, and how ‘easy’ it can be. This is a gift for life. And you need never diet again. If you know someone who is suffering on account of their weight please pass this along to them. If this is you, then email me and connect. You really can feel so much better about your life.

Enjoy your self, your life, and your food!

Warmly, Ruth

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I’ve just read an article by Robert G. Allen from the Enlightened Wealth Institute called “It’s time to Pursue Your Passions” You can read the full article here.

It’s a very clear reminder of what many of us, especially coaches, hear almost every day. That people get distracted making money to free themselves up to do what they love, whereas if you begin with doing what you love, the money will flow from that. There is also a very useful table outlining the distinctions between goals and intentions. (Intentions are what we want to have if we are to manifest wealth, rather than goals which could distract us.) It’s worth clicking on the above link just to grab this table for future reference.

So I felt moved to pick up where this article leaves off. It concludes by saying:

“Rather than looking for happiness in some future goal of financial freedom (like almost all Americans), you want to find something that fulfills you every step of the way.”

I agree and I also feel that most of us don’t even know where to begin looking. Or we know what we love, but it seems so unrelated to any known source of income that the two concepts seem poles apart, and we get jobs to pay the rent to keep a roof over our head while we continue doing what we love.

Personally, I love sitting in the sunshine. But I couldn’t see how that would make me rich. Neither could my Dad when he would yell.. have you got a job yet? My stomach would contract. I didn’t want a job. I knew I didn’t! But the whole world seemed conspired against me at that time. I’d better get a job and make some money or else I was lazy. Why can’t I just BE? I would sit in the garden and dream of being a writer.. or maybe a painter.

So I got a job. Reluctantly! After a few false starts I entered nurse training. It seemed as good as anything else. Then midwifery which, I discovered, I actually did love. But I always felt like I was ‘wrong’ somehow. That everyone else had a purpose. A ‘goal’. A strong sense of direction. They knew what they wanted. But whenever I thought about what I wanted to do… the answer always came: Nothing, in particular. I don’t care. I would say to people ‘I don’t care what I’m doing as long as I’m enjoying who I’m with’. I met such wonderful people on my journey and have enjoyed being with them.

But you won’t find many job descriptions with “Must Enjoy BEING” written in the person specification. But it should be! This is the number one essential quality for a people-person. A coach, nurse, midwife, counsellor, psychologist, physician, sales professional, telesales etc. Carl Rogers the American psychotherapist wrote extensively about being. I think even now people don’t really know the depth of what he was imparting to us. What a powerful impact the quality of ones’ presence can have in any situation. An ability to enjoy being fully right here, right now.

If I have one regret in life it is only that I didn’t recognise this quality in myself long ago. I knew I could never quite get with the ‘doing’, and felt bad because this is labelled as ‘idle’ or ‘lazy’. If this sounds like you I invite you to fully embrace it! Interestingly, when teaching ‘health and social care’ to 17 year olds I would ask what they love to do.. they seemed almost perplexed by the question and would just shrug and say ‘nothin’ – just hanging out with me mates!’. How perfect for future healthcare professionals and social workers. They, like me, enjoy being with people, yet they also (like me) couldn’t articulate this in a way that made it sound like a positive quality.

The Art of Idling

Develop the Art of Idling to the n’th degree! Now I don’t mean hanging out on the couch with a six-pack and a bowl of popcorn although I must admit I’ve done enough of that in my time too.. nothing wrong with it in moderation. Now indulging what you love is one thing but when you reach 260 lbs (20 stone) you know you’ve gone off the rails a bit!! This only leads to depression and a feeling of being more dead than alive. However, there are dangers on this path. I could have died from over-indulgence if I hadn’t hired my coach, Anya Sophia (Founder of Conscious Journey) at a crucial moment, to support me, offer guidance and most importantly teach me the importance of doing it WITH AWARENESS. She emphasises awareness is key. In Zen there is a term ‘Zazen’ which means just sitting. But it is not sitting watching TV (which is a distraction). Zazen is sitting in the NOW. Fully alert. Present to what is.

If we are fully present in the moment, it will lead us to our truth. If we fully immerse ourselves in what we love it will lead us to happiness. It will teach us what true happiness really is. Fully immersing myself in what I thought I wanted to do (nothing!) made me very unhappy. I realised hanging out on the couch with the beer and chips wasn’t hitting the mark. And I didn’t want to live my life like that. I discovered that more of what I wanted, didn’t make me happy. But I had to discover that for myself by diving deeply into it. Doing exactly what we want might lead us to realise ‘this isn’t it’! But underneath there will be a deeper truth. A hidden treasure.

Idling, is different from just doing nothing. When the car is idling in neutral it is ready to go. It is not in drive. It is not forging ahead. But neither is it switched off. We have to develop this quality within ourselves of relaxed alertness, if we are to listen to what our heart is saying, and find our true passion.

I have been a meditator for some time now, and it has long been my intention to develop the quality known as ‘calm abiding’. This is where we relax in full awareness, without too much mental ‘noise’. When I was stressed and had a very busy mind, I couldn’t imagine anything more peaceful than ‘calm-abiding’. So I chose that state of ‘being’ as my ‘goal’.

I have just returned from a beautiful walk in which I had an exquisite experience of being. My mind was still and I was able to absorb, and receive, the ‘life’ of the forest. This is my measure of ’success’. This is my passion. This is what I love. This is wealth to me. It is what I want to live, and teach. (I’m so passionate about this I want to get into Soul Astrology and explain how it can guide us, but I have to remember this is a blog, not a book, so I’ll save that for another post!)

I’m not always in this space but each time I get pulled off-course is a lesson in how to get back, and that deepens my knowing and develops my skill. Where does the money come in? I attract clients who are also searching for the same thing. We learn and develop together. I get paid for literally ‘being’ with them, in whatever way is most beneficial to them: coaching, teaching, listening etc. When I returned from my walk there was a cheque in the post. It was almost as if Life itself was saying yes. You’re n the right path. It was even the right path when I was on the couch… I just had to have that experience of the extreme so I could refine the Art of Idling and discover there are benefits in there if applied appropriately!

Exercise for Discovering What You Love

Now idling doesn’t do it for everybody. I used my path as an illustration. So what about you. What do you love? How can you find out? An exercise I often use with my clients is to take every negative label that others have thrown at you, and ask yourself: “In what context would this actually be a good thing?” What seems ‘wrong’ in one situation, will be necessary in another. If you are suffering rom stress and burnout, being ‘idle’ for a while could save your life.

Every strength is a weakness if applied inappropriately, and every weakness becomes a strength when applied appropriately in the ‘right’ context. So if you don’t know what you love, you could do worse than begin looking at what others criticise you for. You might just find your hidden treasure!

Enjoy yourself,

Ruth Hadikin

Ruth (the lazy person’s couch coach!) :0)

Ruth Hadikin offers Personal Development Coaching with Soul Astrology. She is based in Scotland, UK. She is co-facilitating a weight-loss course in Inverness during October. For details email Ruth@dreamcoach.co.uk and put ‘weight loss’ in the subject header.

Ruth is an Associate of Conscious Journey.

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